Emotions are fickle…
They’ll trick you…
Subtly creeping into my mind as I try to find,
The peace I need to proceed.
I breathe..then release.
It’s hard to trip on what’s behind you and,
When those thoughts come and find me,
I, think of how I likely
Cause my own suffering.
Because not all holes need digging…
And depending how I’m feeling,
I’d, allow my mind to wander and ponder
Replaying things in my mind
That were meant to be watched once
Every detail, even the small ones
That I don’t need to remember…
Stop suffering,
Stop wondering,
Stop searching…stop lurking
And focus on the peace in the moment
The, moments you’ve chosen…for yourself
To release and allow for objects that appear,
To be closer than they are in that mirror.
To fade into the distance…
No reminiscing.
No, holding onto things that bring you into
Ditches that you, know are hard to get out of.
Stand tall, and be proud of,
The fact that you’ve made it this far.
And even if you sit still, and life is still buffering
New seasons loading, when you stop suffering.